Dear Friends,
Singing is for the Body and Soul, Heart and Mind. A Singer is an Artist who cares about all of this. My Song in Paris is about Life of the Human Being…what song do I sing then?
Maybe like Andrew Lang, I sing a song from deep within;
Andrew Lang: From Song by the Subconscious Self
“I know not what my secret is,
I know but it is mine.
I know to dwell with it were bliss,
To die for it divine.
I cannot yield it in a kiss,
Nor breathe it in a sigh;
Enough that I have lived for this,
For this, my love, I die.”
or perhaps there is another poet who expressed it as well;
J. Krishnamurti: from The Song of Life
VII
“Love Life.
Neither the beginning nor the end
Knows whence it comes.
For it has no beginning and no end.
Life is.”
These poets knew something about living and loving.
Singing, for me, is about living and loving. It is about living anywhere and finding a way to love your own Life. Paris has been a desert for me. I get lost amidst the noise and cacophony of the Big City. So I stay in my quiet oasis of a home, and live, singing my song…
I have sung all my life; in school, for the Girl Scouts, for Church, for Prayer Group. I do not have a diploma, but do have years of training with just singing. There were Christmas Carols all through the holidays; hymns, and folk songs, and John Denver in High School. There was Andrew Jackson High School Chorus. I had my first private lessons during my studies at University, but they were extra-curricula. Then I did not sing for along time. It all fell asleep.
Having my son in 1989 awoke a new hunger in me to sing. I sang many Lullabies, on those evenings while sitting next to his bed. It was the beginning of something new. It became more than a pass time…In the early ’90’s I worked with a private teacher to learn electric keyboard, shyly acknowledging my vocal talent. Next came the decision to take voice lessons and with that, another teacher. I spent many years working with her and her student association.
Now I am enrolled in a formal course, Contemplative Musicianship, given by the Chalice of Repose Project. The class just finished the second Intensive Residency in Oregon. For the first time I sang for an audience while playing a harp. It was a wonderful experience – there is nothing like the sounds and vibrations of a harp to accompany a singer. It was magic!